feels like i never meant anything to you
"I don’t like the saying, "if you love something, let it go." Because if you love something, your natural instinct is to hold onto it, cherish it, and never let go. By telling you to let it go, you may foolishly do so, and that thing, whatever it is you love(d), is gone. Maybe temporarily, or perhaps permanently. Why would you want to risk that? If you love something, you better hold onto it and never, ever let go."
i wanna be your nothing, because i heard nothing lasts forever